God tells me that I am a Prophet in all since of the word. And one day as I was walking down a street I said to God, "It is funny, I  do not talk like a prophet, I do not walk like a prophet, I do not act like a prophet, I do not look like a prophet".  And God said to me, "I know, that is the beauty of it". Ofcourse, there has many times when I wish God would give it to someone else, or had given it to someone else. So far it has not been an easy life by no stretch of anyone's imagination. However, I have never had an easy life...So, anyways, God is gonna do what God is gonna do! There has been numerous  times when God confirmed my calling. No one chooses this life.  My family does not believe any of it. They don't know God. And if they did, wouldn't believe  that God would choose someone like me. Save me, and then give me such an awsome office as prophet. If they live long enough to see some things, they still would'nt know that it's the living God.